There’s been a voice developing in my head over the past year. This voice takes shards of my day and polishes and smoothes until it’s something I don’t mind putting in my window....souvenirs of my motherhood adventure. A toddler meltdown over a popsicle that in the moment makes me want to bang my head against the refrigerator door turns into a funny story that reminds me how far we’ve come from middle of the night feedings. And when I really tune into the voice, I often find insight into God and His love for me. This blog is the recording studio for that voice. My hope is that the souvenirs of my day serve as entertainment and encouragement to those of you who are banging your head against a refrigerator door. And that you’re inspired to find a voice of your own that turns these trying moments into treasured souvenirs.

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

When life seems less than nostalgic....



The arrival of fall and the start of school have triggered all sorts of nostalgic Facebook posts reminding us of how quickly kids grow up.  One recent post had the number of years in each childhood stage (baby-1 year, toddler- 2 years, preschooler-2 years, etc.).  Is this supposed to make us wish for time to standstill?  If so, I must be the worst mom on the planet, because I find myself reading these posts and hooting and hollering that we’ve made it this far.  Thank the goodness I’m not still in that infant stage.  And I’m even more thankful that we’ve put potty training behind us.  I have quite a few notches in my mommy belt, and I can’t say that I’d be overly excited to relive any one of them!  


And just when I think we’re on track, someone reverts, especially when it comes to sleeping.  I had an uninterrupted night’s sleep for the first time in months last night.  This is completely pitiful when considering I have a 5 year old and two 3.5 year olds!  But they take turns, or sometimes tag team to “check” on me at night.  Arriving inches away from my face in the dark of night, touching my arm to make sure I’m breathing, and then retreating to their bed after they’ve gained my attention.  They are so sweet to be concerned with my well-being.  I can’t wait until I have the opportunity to return the favor.  Just think of the fun I’ll have during the teenage years!  


I know that time flies.  I mostly enjoy each stage, living in the moment.  And maybe someday I’ll look back on this time in my life with misty-eyed nostalgia.  But I think I’m more likely to get a good laugh at the expense of all those parents, hanging on by a thread.  And respond like my Grandparents (who raised twins) when we told them we were expecting twins.  Both laughing hysterically, with tears in their eyes responding, “We wouldn’t want to do that again!”

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