There’s been a voice developing in my head over the past year. This voice takes shards of my day and polishes and smoothes until it’s something I don’t mind putting in my window....souvenirs of my motherhood adventure. A toddler meltdown over a popsicle that in the moment makes me want to bang my head against the refrigerator door turns into a funny story that reminds me how far we’ve come from middle of the night feedings. And when I really tune into the voice, I often find insight into God and His love for me. This blog is the recording studio for that voice. My hope is that the souvenirs of my day serve as entertainment and encouragement to those of you who are banging your head against a refrigerator door. And that you’re inspired to find a voice of your own that turns these trying moments into treasured souvenirs.

Monday, August 11, 2014

Our first awkward school moment....


This morning was Kenny’s first day of Kindergarten.  Let me restate that, this morning was the thirty minute “meet and greet” with Kenny’s kindergarten teacher and five other students in his class.  I’m new to this elementary school gig, but felt pretty confident that I could control the chaos of going anywhere with three boys for thirty minutes.  That confidence disappeared like a girl who shows up to a dance without a date.  We didn’t so much as get into the doors of the school before one of the little brother’s (whose job was to blend in to the background) was stung by a bee.  We proceeded, through tears, to the classroom where every one of my three boys needed to use the bathroom (seriously….they have a weird fascination with public restrooms).  Then the other little brother sat down and started coloring a sheet designated for a student just before awkwardly running to another mommy and hugging her thigh.  I was counting on other parents bringing siblings, but it just so happened that our group was full of only children.  The teacher (24 and right out of college), and the other parents were looking at us like we were straight off the carnival train. 

Thankfully, I had carved out the time to do my morning devotion.  God never fails to give me the encouragement I need to face my day, and today I was reminded of the strength of God’s love for me.  According to Ephesians 3:18, His love is wide and long and high and deep.  His love is far longer than the awkward stares I received in the classroom, and wide enough to help me forget the less than perfect start of the school year.   Tomorrow is a new day, the highlight of which will be taking first day of school pictures with my oldest wearing a neon green school t-shirt (not exactly my vision when I brought him home from the hospital!)…..and will surely present me with the opportunity to soak up more of God’s love in an awkward situation.  These are the hidden blessings for mamas of three boys!

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