There’s been a voice developing in my head over the past year. This voice takes shards of my day and polishes and smoothes until it’s something I don’t mind putting in my window....souvenirs of my motherhood adventure. A toddler meltdown over a popsicle that in the moment makes me want to bang my head against the refrigerator door turns into a funny story that reminds me how far we’ve come from middle of the night feedings. And when I really tune into the voice, I often find insight into God and His love for me. This blog is the recording studio for that voice. My hope is that the souvenirs of my day serve as entertainment and encouragement to those of you who are banging your head against a refrigerator door. And that you’re inspired to find a voice of your own that turns these trying moments into treasured souvenirs.

Friday, August 14, 2015

A fond farewell to summer....

SUMMER IS OVER!  An odd statement for early August, but accurate here in Colorado where school is already back in session.  I hosted one last water party in the back yard last week and realized, while looking at the other moms, that we were limping across the summer finish line.  We’ve hiked, biked and swam our way through summer.  I feel as if I’ve completed a triathlon…..it’s no wonder I’m limping!
If our activity level is indicative of a triathlon, my kitchen time has been equivalent to someone competing on Top Chef.   I’ve prepared and served a year’s worth of food in these last few months.  Growing boys who are in constant motion require a crazy amount of food…and I have three.  My refrigerator should have a revolving door….watermelons, boxes of popsicles, blocks of cheese, even fresh picked garden produce devoured in the blink of an eye.  It’s like I’m living out the plague of the grasshoppers that swarmed Egypt in the Bible!
With all the nonstop activity and food prep, it’s no wonder I’m feeling exhausted and have found myself hiding out in a quiet room and reading….not caring how long the boys spend in front of screens and only responding when first aid is needed.  Go ahead and nominate me for mother of the year!
I am exhausted and ready for a steady fall schedule, but that doesn’t mean I haven’t loved every minute of this summer.  We’re in the sweet spot as a family.  Our boys are old enough to do so much, but still young enough to declare me the love of their life and think that Daddy knows everything.  They love their friends, but playing with each other satisfies them for hours on end.  Their imagination is rich and powerful, turning the backyard tree into a jail for bad guys, a big box into a spaceship, a bunk bed into a ninja turtle secret lair.  It has been a sweet summer, which has emptied my energy reserves but filled my memory bank. 
I’m thankful God made seasons both in life and in nature.  Each is exciting and new, but by the end we’re ready to bid it farewell.  And so I fondly bid farewell to summer and with a few tears send my oldest off for full days of first grade.  It may be ninety degrees out, but I can already feel a chill in the airJ.